"I was such a harsh judger of myself ... constant nattering of judgement ... and would judge others the same, but wasn't willing to admit that or do anything about it until it reached the point of desperate ... and so anxious .... and then I met you where I found my first human example of unconditional love."

This interview with Shaana is raw and eloquent.

She knew things weren't the way she wanted them in her life, but she had no idea what needed to change.

The block she discovered is such a common one, it is one of our most basic human needs, but so many of us are oblivious to our craving for it and the behaviours that stem from feeling like we lack it.

I appear as a screen of static in this poignant interview.

Technology knew I wasn't meant to be seen today, Shaana was.